Disappointed.

I thought until a few days ago, I was fed up with most of the people I have encountered. Till now I had managed to get a group of connectable people with me and lived on blissfully in my hand-picked collection. It is days like today, which make me wonder about the choices I’ve made. Self-doubt clouds over my usually – abnormally – confident self.

Tonight I wonder, was I fed up of people I had encountered, or am fed up with the whole of society in general? Is todays predicament (the latter) somehow related to the former resolution?

W9Y2014

Sunday-Monday – Ordinary to Extreme
Woke up at 8. Going slow throughout the day, chilling. Sleep at 1600 hrs and wake up at 1800 hrs. Continue chilling until 2200 hrs. Now why would I blog about this. Keep reading, and pay close attention to detail. Now I open my computer book and start studying ( The exam was on the next day :P). I soon hit super mode, and then realised that it won’t last longer than an hour. So after about 40 mins, I went and made myself coffee to keep my brain functioning at the highest possible level. The coffee I made was enough to make me nearly throw up three times while I was drinking it. Now I get back to reading my textbook. I was done with the syllabus by 0300 hrs Monday morning. Time to sleep. Continue reading

STEP 1 – STAY RAW

As one of the steps in a long term plan, I’m leaving a lot of stuff. No setting my hair, no trimming, no perfumes. In general, I’m leaving all trivial cosmetics. In my opinion,  I have all the people I need in my life, and they do not give a flying fuck about my looks. So why this nugatory show? Stay how you were made. Stay Raw.

Wherein lies reality?

Spending time with her
In this cool february air
Takes me to places I’ve never been to
Some where far off
Some place devoid of time
Where reason loses meaning
And I lose control
I drown in emotion, yet feel alive
Here I feel insecure, yet long to stay longer
And I plead to her to stay
But then she goes
Taking with her
This world as i know
And soon hits reality
Reason is blurred by heart
And reason is found where I live,
In a world apart
Where logic holds utmost importance
Where I have total command
In this place I see things crystal
In here I master my own will
It is here I built myself
And it is here I feel right
Switching worlds often
Far too much I reckon
I get lost in transition
Lost to insanity
Can somebody provide clarity
As to wherein lies reality?

Follow

Get every new post delivered to your Inbox.